I think therefore I am, so why should I exist? It seems as long as I exist there is a problem of explanation. It seems the only natural way it could be is for nothing to exist at all, as then no explanation is needed. But none the less this seems to be in direct disagreement with observation.
So self evidently I exist, the universe exists with no conceivable explanation which isn't an arbitrary, choice to exist.
I have considered that maybe nothing naturally needs something to set it apart as to what it is, and perhaps that is where we or I exist. Buy intuitively I can not escape the idea that there should only be empty, nothingness in need of no explanation. The only other idea which seem as natural is that there must be a God, and for what ever reasons, most likely forever inconceivable to us, made the apparent, necessary choice for me and this universe to exist. Thus due to my observations I and anyone capable of basic reasoning must conclude there is a God, or fundamental entity which made the choice for all of this to exist, pre-dating all cause and effect as the initial cause.
Now of course you could say aliens made the choice, or higher dimensions, or this is a simulation or anything but this segregates us and them into two different universe. I can suppose the same questions there as well as here and you get another never ending problem of explanation. So you could argue this problem either never goes away, or if it does its due to God, which for me feels like the explanation.
If anyone can be mature enough and voice their intuition on this matter and not anyone particular beliefs please do so.