I study physics at an undergraduate level. Since early on, I've was a person who thought math was 'logical' and as such, its applications to the world aren't really a surprise since math is so 'self-evident'. But I'm beginning to question this.
The kinds of things which are self-evident in math are those things relating to the natural numbers. But I think it gets more hairy when one tries to interpret what $5^frac{1}{\pi}$ means.To start with $\pi$ is an irrational number, and irrational exponentiation is so unintuitive, IMHO. $5^pi$ is that number whose pi'th root is 5, I think that's just insane.
Or take things like negative exponentiation, which seems so artificially defined to make stuff like $e^{x}e^{-x}=1$ hold true. To give a more concrete example, when you solve a differential equation involving a mass-spring system, your solution can have complex numbers in it, which will be reducible to sines and cosines but, nevertheless, talk about complex numbers which seem so artificially defined.
So I'm currently having trouble about how to interpret my relation to math. How should one interpret the easiness with which it is applied to the world? As self-evident, or as something which is a property of the world? I used to see math as some sort of chess game, but I'm beginning to think that viewing it as a science is more adequate, where we actually make experiments and observe and each new application of math to the world is a huge surprise and not self-evident.
Thanks for bearing with me. I think I have more thoughts about this, but a long post could be rather tedious.