Can I consciously perceive a duck in a duck-rabbbit while it does not appear to be a duck?
I don't think I can. I can appear to perceive things that aren't there (often, I think these traffic lights are a man), but I'm not sure I can be tricked into not appearing to perceive what I am consciously perceiving. I may be tricked into thinking the moon is a man in the sky or made of cheese, but I am still perceiving the moon, right?
If I am conscious of some face, do I appear to be conscious of it? What about vice versa?
I am asking becasue I think eveything appears to end at another time other than the precise time it ends, because nothing is precisely "now", despite everything ending in some present moment, and I don't think that's possible for my death, and I'm trying to work out how to phrase that best to myself.
I think I can appear to perceive what I do not, not vice versa (as per the above), so that after something has ended for me it can yet appear to have ended to me: but, anyway, the same certainly cannot be said of death.